I hate to admit this, but I cried myself to sleep last night. I'm just so scared. My mind started racing, and the questions would not stop. Where is everyone? Where is my wife? My sons? Are they even still alive? I don't understand how this could happen. Who could?
My mind raced and the tears started flowing. I couldn't stop. Not sure when I fell asleep, but it was late.
God, if you are listening, please let there be someone else out there. Don't leave me alone. Don't let this be how it ends.